It's Celine, Bitch.

Long day!

2009-04-11T07:00:00.000-07:00

We woke up at 6, went to this crooooooooooowded park/resort. :))
It was fun except that it was WAY crowded :|
Thennn Calvin went to the vet for grooming \:D/
Then I ate pancit!
Then I slept.
Then I talked to cean and elan.
:)

"I'll be the boy who'll call you beautiful
I'll be the boy who'll show you off to the world
I'm the boy who thinks youre pretty without makeup :)
And maybe I'm gonna be the guy who'll hold you forevaaa!!!!! :D"

:)

Am I? Am I not?

2009-04-03T23:33:00.000-07:00

My friends know that I've had SO many crushes,
I can't even count themxD, but this time, I feel something different.
Yeah, it's a new feeling. Now I know what It feels to fall inlove.

It's not about thinking about him. There's an urge to talk to him everyday.

Not just for the sake of liking someone. It's about being passionate about something.

Not just another crush. It's a tingly feeling, only 10x better. :)

And he knows. I love him.
It's pretty sad, though. This very strong feeling I have will go nowhere.
It's just. Impossible.

I know this won't last long, this won't stay till I'm 50.
But wherever he is, he is and will always be a part of me.

We're like peanutbutter and jelly.
Like husby and wifey.
He is the Edward Cullen to my Bella Swan.
I love him.

World Destruction

2009-03-25T21:47:00.001-07:00

March 26, 2009

My dream:

The house was set in the slums. I see a bomb in our house and threw it far away. Twice, because it came back. I didn’t care where it went. I knew that that current date was set and I had to survive. Then, almost each house started exploding, one by one. Then I see this man burning. Scared, I moved to the cliff, hung in there for a while, when I suddenly could see the city in bird’s eye view. Then I’m all of a sudden with my dad, Jesse. But we were in the same situation. I told him that I’d like to go to mom’s office, but he said it was too dangerous for us to stay at a building (no chance of surviving if it were bombed). So I said, we should stay here instead (We were near the office, but also in the rural streets and abandoned building). We stayed at a dirty gas station. I could still see people running. We moved to a place where seems to be a chapel, and I could see ETH people. Nobody was smiling or laughing. We moved to a squatter’s area where people were still quite calm. There was this girl who was flirting with my dad, then she suddenly pulled dad’s silver necklace, ran, and started saying “Graduation ko! Graduation!”, grasping the necklace. Dad followed the girl while I hid in the abandoned building. I was very afraid. “What would happen to me?” “What if they see me?”. I called mom. She said “Hay, traffic sa Edsa, papunta na ako”.
I saw dad. We walked to another safer location. I saw a lot of families, some looking well-off. We were at a food court. I see this girl, a petite Filipina in her twenties with unnaturally blonde hair. Men were looking at her seductively. She was alone, so I made her join us. Then we sat down there in the place the food court, and my whole family was there, except our helpers (Ate Lina and Nelyn). I also did not see my sister’s kids. There was food. I called mom and heard nothing. She always answers her calls. Doubtful, I called her again. Nothing. Again, till my eyes became teary. My family was praying grace before meals, but I was crying, praying for hope.

…I woke up frozen, but thankful.

I am in a cozy bed.

I have a complete family.

I am alive.

I am safe.

-Celine

My birthday is near

2009-03-24T09:54:00.000-07:00

Gifts I want:

Canon powershot E1
The pink one! (starts at $200)

Shopping Spree

*bikini
*sandals
*skirts
*shirt
*heels
*jacket
*makeup!
*rings

:D

iPod Touch ($299)

Sony Vaio Pink Notebook

These are VERY expensive!
I'm not going to be pissed if I don't get any here because the world is so poor right now and I'm alright with what I have. Haha, I'm talking about just a bit of paradise. :>

Updating!

2009-03-24T09:33:00.000-07:00

Hello cyberfolk/s! It's been soooo long.

Well, yesterday, March 24, I sold my PSP. Not really SOLD because I don't have the money yet. I feel so bad. I wish I had told my sister that I'm not ready to hand it to her. It was the same day, 2 hours after I had decided to "sell" it, that I lost it. No more PSP for me.
It was even Ate Cris' gift which I really value. I wish my sister respected my space more. Not that she doesn't, but you know, thought about MY side for a change. :(
I really should learn how to sayNO next time, and realize that I do have choices, not just giving in to pressure. I have a mouth for God's sake.

Today(Mar 25,20008), my hair is not a virgin anymore. Hah!
Kuya Carl, Ate Cris, Mama Mel and I went to TriNoma. I bought a hair color pack- Revlon. The color is rich auburn? or something. My sis did my hair, and now as I am typing this, it's dark reddish brown. No obvious change in the color since dark brown is my natural color. :)

ciao.

Take my Life?

2009-02-21T04:17:00.000-08:00

I realize that there are so many people who are less fortunate than I am, but all I can see is the emptiness in me. I find myself absent minded and senseless all the time. Nauulol na ako. Mahirap. I can't seem to fit in any place. At school I feel dumb, lazy, tanga. Lagi nalang akong bagsak. I also socially fail, I can't party without getting all scared when asking my mom to allow me to attend an event.

I don't have anyone to talk to about my emotions.

Here in our house I literally do not have a room. I've lost it for more than a year now, and I'm dying inside. I did not even know I was going to be parted from my own sanctuary for good. And fuck, it's killing me emotionally. I'm not mad at anybody, I just feel so betrayed by life. I'm always crying alone and nobody knows why. Wala akong mapuntahan. It's very shallow, really. But try it for 2 years and let's see how you'll deal with it. I can't tell this shit to my family because I know they will only remind me how immature I am. "Ang laki naman ng problema mo!"

I feel so left out, ironically, being exposed to everybody (Since I'm now placed downstairs with my mom) and never having time to be alone. I mean, I love my family. But nobody understands.

I'm so miserable and weak.
I do not belong.

Some crazy shit!

2009-01-24T06:00:00.000-08:00

I had a dream last night, and it was so distinct that I can't forget it.
This is how it goes: I was walking down ETH main street with Pia, and I saw
an eclipse. It was night time (weird) and then something covered the moon. I know, the moon is supposed to be the one covering the sun. But this is a dream, so anything goes! Yeah.
Okay, then after that a few seconds of that darkness, everything was bright and we were like: Omg yay it's daytime again... so cool! Then it wasnt clear in my dream but it became dark again but the sun was present and calm. I can see the rings surrounding it, and see the planets placed in each ring. This is how it is sequenced:

A while ago we were at GK, and I was even planning to tell this dream to my classmate, but then I forgot because we were to busy working. My dream went long, I even remember the part after the moon thingy, we were talking about it in a cinema. Then there's this part where Alexa was in an aquarium and she wasn't afraid of the fish. And then the colorful janitor fish was sucking the hell out of anybody who went near it. So we had it killed. That part of my dream is funny!

And like 10 mins ago as I opened yahoo, I saw this:

When I saw this, I had goosebumps all over my body.
This is SICK! Like, am I psychic haha? What the hell.
Is this a sign of something? Mere coincidence? Weeeeird.
And look below the yahoo page. Mindanao, the Philippines.
Okay now that's some freakyyyy shit. REALLY SICK!

here's the link of the yahoo news (featured TODAY, so i'm freaked out): http://news.yahoo.com/s/afp/20090123/ts_afp/spaceastronomyeclipseasiaafrica

*freaked out :(*

INTRAMURALS 09!

2009-01-24T05:57:00.000-08:00

YAY! The pink batch '10 won the overall championships!
Best in cheering, volleyball, basketball, frisbee, futsal, and more.
:D Congrats to our awesome athletes. I wish I am one. :( Haha!
I'm really lame and lazy, so I don't bother trying any sport.
Plus I'm afraid of any ball. You won't be seeing me in ESPN in the
future. Hah! :P

Happy? New Year!

2008-12-30T23:03:00.000-08:00

I felt like this year just passed by and nothing really happened. I mean, its December 31 and I'm still sad, steady, idle. I don't have the sense of accomplishment -- that I did something memorable for other people...or for myself. :( Its just so boring and lonely.

I look forward to a new Celine, a better, accomplished, happy Celine.

(HAPPY BIRTHDAY KRI!)

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

2008-12-25T01:01:00.000-08:00

HEY NOW!
It's Christmas!

I did not get anything from my Christmas wishlist :[ Huhu.
My sister wanted to give me the Twilight book but it's sold out.
However! I got something I've always wanted (and did not put in the wishlist)
It's the Vera Wang Princess perfume! Yay! From Santa mom ;))
Lol. I wanted it so bad that I always sniffed the sample from magazines.
HAHA! Seriously.

Here's how the bottle looks like.
The cap can be used as a ring, too! (2 rings!)
cute right? :)

THANKS MOM *ehemSanta*!

I also got The Body Shop make-up (lip and cheek tint and lipgloss)
from mom again, so thank you! WOW!
I got tops (a lot of em:) from people. Thank you!
I got a curlash (not Shu Uemura but Fanny Serrano) It works perfectly fine :) I love it.

I am thankful for everything I received, although receiving something fun and useful is what I need. Ya know, like a school bag or something.

I should discipline myself, seriously. I really wanted to get an iPod. Next year, I'm SO not expecting anything so I won't be devastated if I didn't get it. HAHAHA!
Whatever, I am contented! Whoosh.

DEMI IS A BOY

2008-12-05T17:01:00.000-08:00

Lololololol. Today I found out that she, my cat, is a HE. OMG.
Discovered a while ago by mom's officemate, Addie. Hahaha!
All along I thought his balls were his butt! Damnit.
Haha, we had to rename her-- him. So my family gave out random
names like Cat, Piolo (psh!), Hotdog (wtf), Max, Garfield LOL, Pussy (HAHAH), Yagba (yuuuck), then Kuya Pings suggested Calvin, and I kinda like it :D
I'm sad that Demi Runway has to go. Sucksss, I love the last name.
I'll name him Calvin Cat. So it still sounds fierce. LOL
And instead of calling him Mi-miiing! I'll call him "Mo-mooong!"

There's a message behind this!

2008-12-03T03:50:00.000-08:00

So yesterday, December 2, there were some interesting and new things that happened. First was the coming of Demi Runway (lol) and another was the appearance of a smiley face on the night sky!

I think it's amazing and not coincidental. News says that Venus and Jupiter lined up that night and It was seen by Australians. Heeey, we saw it too!

I don't care about the scientific thingos about it because there is really something about it that amuses and touches my emotion.
It's cool that the 2 brightest "stars" that night just so happened to be the eyes of the smiley face, and the cresent moon just happened to be lying southward which makes it look like a smile. Wow, coincidental? IDTS. :)

Well, whatever it is, I thank the Lord for this precious smiley that it made us all uhh... smile :)

I have a cat!

2008-12-03T03:05:00.000-08:00

We found a cat. Shh!

Her name is Demi Runway. Lol, yes.

Demi because she came on December, and it was a monday. D-M. Demi!
Runway becauuuuse, well, she walks like a model! Lmao.

YAY FOR DEMI RUNWAY!

MY WISHLIST

2008-11-26T03:42:00.000-08:00

Ho ho ho! Christmas is near, and while everyone is broke, I'm still in dreamland enjoying the material things I want. LMAO.
Here's my wishlist! (not in order)

1) Canon EOS 30D

I saw the others which cost about 105K pesos. WTH. Why would someone buy that? :\ I'm not looking for something that I will use professionally but rather something of good quality and maybe good for a starter (of DSLR!) This would be good! I WANT!
cost: 700 USD = about 33K php :(

2) Twilight book

I know, I know. I'm a loser for not reading this book. I'm not into it for popularity. Well, maybe it's a little part of my interest! Yeah well I like vampires. And I wanna read this already. I just don't have time to buy it. Haha, this is not really part of my wish list because I can buy this!

3) Shoes from Hot Topic!!

I SO want to buy ALL of it! ALL! seriously, if I had a paypall or something, I would have bought these a long time ago. I want them so bad! :(
www.hottopic.com
shoe size:size 8 (Philippine shoe size)
Cost only $29.99 per pair!

Here's another pair that i would use EVERYDAY if I had them lol:

Also from Hot Topic (www.hottopic.com) and they cost ony $22.99!

4.) Macbook Air!

It's impossible for me to get this, plus I don't REALLY need it since I'm using a laptop here. It's not mine but I'm using it; but I would love to get a macbook air! And personalize it, and buy a matching case and mouse :"> Oh god.
Cost: Out of this world.

5.) Tech deck

Maybe some activity for my fingers besides typing and texting? haha.

6.) The Sims 2 PC game

I love this game. The Sims 3 PC game is launching in 2009. I prefer that one. So maybe.. I can wait?
:)

7.) This awesome pair of Nike's

I'm not sure if these are available here :(
But im crazy about them too!

8.) iPod nanochromatic!

I dont have an iPod with great quality and huge mem capacity. It's pretty old and exhausted :(
So I want to buythis!
I like the red, green or blue one! It costs only 9.8K php (16 gig) or 7.3K php (7 gig) That would do! :D

9.) Shu Uemura Make-up
!!!!

MAC PRESSED POWDER!

10.) HOT TOPIC! Please!

Purple hair extensions :)) I like it.
$5.99!

I like this color too! $1.99

Hello Kitty PJs set $24.00

It's reversible!! I'm not sure about the size. If books can fit there, it's PERFECT!
$20.00 USD

Scandal hot pants $6.99

Scissor hot pants $5.99

These are too cute!
...I actually love their bras but the available sizes left are too big! haha.

Spotted Suspenders $12.99

Monster belt $16.99

Tank top
This is on sale. From 19.99 USD to only $8.98!!

Emily Strange jeans
cost: $48 expensive :(

$22.00

$19.00

Paramore Decode tee $22.00

Glitter eyeliner $1.99

All from hot topic!

THERE!
BYE!

Rihanna/Chris Brown Concert

2008-11-16T20:44:00.000-08:00

Chris Brown and Rihanna
Back to back concert live
The Fort Open Field, Taguig
November 14, 2008

The Rihanna and Chris Brown concert was HOT! I love it. It was so worth it. xD
We went there at around 5 and I was quite surprised that there weren't a lot of people. YET.
While in line we saw familiar faces, and quite a number of daring people wearing heels. I just LOLed at them, kawawa naman.

We finally got in after an hour, I thought that the ticket thing was pretty cool that they had to flash some white light to reveal something in the ticket. That way no one can make a fake copy... coolness. :)) lmao.

We got in, had good places (not seats) haha. We bought silver tickets so that means we would not see anything. We did see something, though! haha the size of an inch people. The screen was near, anyway. (advantage!) But I told ate Nikki that it would be better to hold the concert in Arateta because the seats are elevated and you actually have a place unlike in an open field where people can get super annoying and rude. The waiting took forever (chris brown song:">). It started at 8:30; we were sooo thrilled while shouting the countdown!

5

4

3

3

2

AHHHHHHHHH!!!

A guy in a mask coming from the ceiling of the stage!
AHHHHH And he dances with the backup dancers!
Then he removes his mask OMG IT'S CHRIS! (expected LMAO)
I love his voice! I mean, he's Chris Brown. And because his name is so big in the music industry, you wouldn't actually think he is THAT talented, unlike some fancy celebrities who sound so good in the radio, but is disgusting live. When you hear him live, you will be blown away :O I did not even expect a lot from him, but wow he sure is a crowd pleaser! He is an awesome dancer!
I am sooo jealous of the people who went upstage! Chris said they were from the audience... riiiight. Those kids are GMA people. Gaaah how lucky!

I loved the DJ part during the intervals. He played ne-yo songs! Cool.

His set is as usual: just the stage, dancers, and some background animations, as opposed to Rihanna who had more drama-- stairs, more stage directions, a lifting elevator-on-the-stage thing, and back up dancers and singers.

After Chris Brown performed, there were fireworks (and lasted pretty long!) It was funny how people were so "oooh!" "aaah!" for it. I admit, I did it too. here pics of the fireworks display:

I didnt get to capture the ones that looked like sperm cells! Hahaha.

Finally, after 30 minutes of nothing, Rihanna came out! I was more excited to watch her because I love her more than Chris Brown. Her first 2 songs were unfamiliar to me, then her 3rd is Disturbia! I love it when she flickers her eyes and acts weird! Bum bum bedum! :D
She sang
-Disturbia
-Take a Bow
-Unfaithful (omg it was so dramatic when she paused before the last line "a murderer" it took like 2 minutes before she carried on xD)
-Please Don't Stop the Music
-Shut Up and Drive
-SOS (ofcourse!)
-Pon De Replay
-Hate How Much I Love You
-Rehab
-Live Your Life
-Umbrella (with CB!) they are soo sweet!
*She sang more or less 4 songs that I don't know.

I was screaming the whole time and I had a sore throat! Haha! Now my voice is all rust and air. BUT THAT DOESN'T MATTER BECAUSE I FUCKN SAW RIHANNA AND CHRIS BROWN!
Lmao.
I love how Rihanna says Manila.

"What's up Muhni-luuuh!"
"Muhni-luh make some motherfucking noooooooooise!"
Aww I love them so much! It really came out that they enjoyed their audience here because Rihanna cried! :( awww. She says that she will come back. :">

Here are some pictures! (which I trust you not to steal ;)

PS. These photos were taken by me. I did not even put viingtquatre all over them to make them look prettier. Although these pictures are quite crappy, I do not allow anyone to get them without my consent (and credit). Thank you! :D

3 Days to Gooo!

2008-11-13T00:31:00.000-08:00

Till the Rihanna and Chris Brown concert! OMGZ so excited! We only have silver tickets but that's okay lol. I'll be having fun with my cousins and siblings (: I adore Rihanna because she is amaziiing! Haha, hope it won't rain:\ The venue is an open field. I'll just bring my umbrella-ella-ella =)) okaaay corny.
Anyway, the couple is just so sweet! Look at the pictures:

I'm pretty sure these pictures aren't photoshopped! I'm sooo excited for the concert (and for them!)

2nd Quarter Grades are Out!

2008-11-12T23:59:00.000-08:00

Okay so I don't think I'll be blogging everyday because obviously, I'm uber busy. If you check this blog site, my last blog was just about school and stuff. And the next blog - CARD DAY. Dun dun dun duuuuun! So how am I? I'm okay with my grades. I mean, I was expecting a D in chem, and thank God i'm kinda stable. CL is CL[haha!] and it's actually unacceptable to get a B in that subject because It's impossible to fail. I don't think anybody would ever fail CL. :)) So I'm cool except for social studies. :[ Hah, I bet it's the exam that pulled my final grade down in social. It was tricky! Dumb dumb dde-dumn. Whyyyy do I have a C again? Fcukshut.
Hmm seriously, who am I to think bad about myself when the truth is, I'm just an average joe. Hey, I don't like that term... I'll just call it an "average jolly" LMAO. I would kill myself if I was a straight A- (or B+) student and then I get a C. But I'm not THAT. Yeah, so at least I do not fail. I must get over this school stuff ranting, it's just stressing me out.

11.13.08

I am tired!

2008-10-16T05:15:00.000-07:00

This week is the crappiest week. Really, just having to study for the exams is a torture itself. What more if you have a ton of projects to finish. Also, every project is due on the same deadline. Wtf WHY? omgz.
So Last Sunday was the most stressful night of my life. :[ I slept at like 1 am. I have never in my highschool life slept that late.

Hey, still looking at the bright side here. ATLEAST it's over. But I'm still banging my head because tomorrow is examination results day. And I am so not expecting good grades. Especially the Filipino and Geom exam. :( I did not really study, so i should probably just accept the grade that i deserve. shiiiiit. I want a tutor. I need a tutor.

10.16.08

THIS ACCOUNT IS FRESH!

2008-10-11T20:20:00.000-07:00

Okay so hello :) i'm new here in blogspot and
I just passed by blogskins and saw this cool layout
so i made an account here. haha!
I'm Celine, I love music, fashion, and the arts:)
i'm a junior, one more year and i'm free!

and im still busy, so i'm not going to be updated
for the next few weeks :[