C E L I N E'S WORLD

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fences

don't look up just let them think

there's no place else you'd rather be in now

you can't turn back

because this road is all you'll ever have

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NAVIGATE MY PAGE! (click the lyrics:) profile entries tagboard links	Saturday, April 11, 2009, 7:00 AM Long day! We woke up at 6, went to this crooooooooooowded park/resort. :)) It was fun except that it was WAY crowded :\| Thennn Calvin went to the vet for grooming \:D/ Then I ate pancit! Then I slept. Then I talked to cean and elan. :) "I'll be the boy who'll call you beautiful I'll be the boy who'll show you off to the world I'm the boy who thinks youre pretty without makeup :) And maybe I'm gonna be the guy who'll hold you forevaaa!!!!! :D" :) Friday, April 3, 2009, 11:33 PM Am I? Am I not? My friends know that I've had SO many crushes, I can't even count themxD, but this time, I feel something different. Yeah, it's a new feeling. Now I know what It feels to fall inlove. It's not about thinking about him. There's an urge to talk to him everyday. Not just for the sake of liking someone. It's about being passionate about something. Not just another crush. It's a tingly feeling, only 10x better. :) And he knows. I love him. It's pretty sad, though. This very strong feeling I have will go nowhere. It's just. Impossible. I know this won't last long, this won't stay till I'm 50. But wherever he is, he is and will always be a part of me. We're like peanutbutter and jelly. Like husby and wifey. He is the Edward Cullen to my Bella Swan. I love him. Wednesday, March 25, 2009, 9:47 PM World Destruction March 26, 2009 My dream: The house was set in the slums. I see a bomb in our house and threw it far away. Twice, because it came back. I didn’t care where it went. I knew that that current date was set and I had to survive. Then, almost each house started exploding, one by one. Then I see this man burning. Scared, I moved to the cliff, hung in there for a while, when I suddenly could see the city in bird’s eye view. Then I’m all of a sudden with my dad, Jesse. But we were in the same situation. I told him that I’d like to go to mom’s office, but he said it was too dangerous for us to stay at a building (no chance of surviving if it were bombed). So I said, we should stay here instead (We were near the office, but also in the rural streets and abandoned building). We stayed at a dirty gas station. I could still see people running. We moved to a place where seems to be a chapel, and I could see ETH people. Nobody was smiling or laughing. We moved to a squatter’s area where people were still quite calm. There was this girl who was flirting with my dad, then she suddenly pulled dad’s silver necklace, ran, and started saying “Graduation ko! Graduation!”, grasping the necklace. Dad followed the girl while I hid in the abandoned building. I was very afraid. “What would happen to me?” “What if they see me?”. I called mom. She said “Hay, traffic sa Edsa, papunta na ako”. I saw dad. We walked to another safer location. I saw a lot of families, some looking well-off. We were at a food court. I see this girl, a petite Filipina in her twenties with unnaturally blonde hair. Men were looking at her seductively. She was alone, so I made her join us. Then we sat down there in the place the food court, and my whole family was there, except our helpers (Ate Lina and Nelyn). I also did not see my sister’s kids. There was food. I called mom and heard nothing. She always answers her calls. Doubtful, I called her again. Nothing. Again, till my eyes became teary. My family was praying grace before meals, but I was crying, praying for hope. …I woke up frozen, but thankful. I am in a cozy bed. I have a complete family. I am alive. I am safe. -Celine Tuesday, March 24, 2009, 9:54 AM My birthday is near Gifts I want: Canon powershot E1 The pink one! (starts at $200) Shopping Spree bikini sandals skirts shirt heels jacket makeup! rings :D iPod Touch ($299) Sony Vaio Pink Notebook These are VERY expensive! I'm not going to be pissed if I don't get any here because the world is so poor right now and I'm alright with what I have. Haha, I'm talking about just a bit of paradise. :> Labels: april 2, birthday, camera, celine, gift, gifts, happy, jabeguero, list, pink, sony, vaio, want, wish, wishlist , 9:33 AM Updating! Hello cyberfolk/s! It's been soooo long. Well, yesterday, March 24, I sold my PSP. Not really SOLD because I don't have the money yet. I feel so bad. I wish I had told my sister that I'm not ready to hand it to her. It was the same day, 2 hours after I had decided to "sell" it, that I lost it. No more PSP for me. It was even Ate Cris' gift which I really value. I wish my sister respected my space more. Not that she doesn't, but you know, thought about MY side for a change. :( I really should learn how to sayNO next time, and realize that I do have choices, not just giving in to pressure. I have a mouth for God's sake. Today(Mar 25,20008), my hair is not a virgin anymore. Hah! Kuya Carl, Ate Cris, Mama Mel and I went to TriNoma. I bought a hair color pack- Revlon. The color is rich auburn? or something. My sis did my hair, and now as I am typing this, it's dark reddish brown. No obvious change in the color since dark brown is my natural color. :) ciao. Saturday, February 21, 2009, 4:17 AM Take my Life? I realize that there are so many people who are less fortunate than I am, but all I can see is the emptiness in me. I find myself absent minded and senseless all the time. Nauulol na ako. Mahirap. I can't seem to fit in any place. At school I feel dumb, lazy, tanga. Lagi nalang akong bagsak. I also socially fail, I can't party without getting all scared when asking my mom to allow me to attend an event. I don't have anyone to talk to about my emotions. Here in our house I literally do not have a room. I've lost it for more than a year now, and I'm dying inside. I did not even know I was going to be parted from my own sanctuary for good. And fuck, it's killing me emotionally. I'm not mad at anybody, I just feel so betrayed by life. I'm always crying alone and nobody knows why. Wala akong mapuntahan. It's very shallow, really. But try it for 2 years and let's see how you'll deal with it. I can't tell this shit to my family because I know they will only remind me how immature I am. "Ang laki naman ng problema mo!" I feel so left out, ironically, being exposed to everybody (Since I'm now placed downstairs with my mom) and never having time to be alone. I mean, I love my family. But nobody understands. I'm so miserable and weak. I do not belong. Saturday, January 24, 2009, 6:00 AM Some crazy shit! I had a dream last night, and it was so distinct that I can't forget it. This is how it goes: I was walking down ETH main street with Pia, and I saw an eclipse. It was night time (weird) and then something covered the moon. I know, the moon is supposed to be the one covering the sun. But this is a dream, so anything goes! Yeah. Okay, then after that a few seconds of that darkness, everything was bright and we were like: Omg yay it's daytime again... so cool! Then it wasnt clear in my dream but it became dark again but the sun was present and calm. I can see the rings surrounding it, and see the planets placed in each ring. This is how it is sequenced: A while ago we were at GK, and I was even planning to tell this dream to my classmate, but then I forgot because we were to busy working. My dream went long, I even remember the part after the moon thingy, we were talking about it in a cinema. Then there's this part where Alexa was in an aquarium and she wasn't afraid of the fish. And then the colorful janitor fish was sucking the hell out of anybody who went near it. So we had it killed. That part of my dream is funny! And like 10 mins ago as I opened yahoo, I saw this: When I saw this, I had goosebumps all over my body. This is SICK! Like, am I psychic haha? What the hell. Is this a sign of something? Mere coincidence? Weeeeird. And look below the yahoo page. Mindanao, the Philippines. Okay now that's some freakyyyy shit. REALLY SICK! here's the link of the yahoo news (featured TODAY, so i'm freaked out): http://news.yahoo.com/s/afp/20090123/ts_afp/spaceastronomyeclipseasiaafrica freaked out :(		thedeceptionist Vanity isn't a sin, a little narcissm wouldn't hurt. HEYHEY! It’s Celine Jabeguero here. This blog is not exclusive for my friends but for everyone—though nobody would read such boring life blogs// I’m turning sweet sixteen on April 2! What you don’t have, you look for. So while you don’t have it, Enjoy life to its fullest! (Paradoxical) Enough of this, Just read My blog!		partnersincrime A absentmindedsmile B multiply C facebook D IBY backtoyesterday + Long day! + Am I? Am I not? + World Destruction + My birthday is near + Updating! + Take my Life? + Some crazy shit! + INTRAMURALS 09! + Happy? New Year! + MERRY CHRISTMAS! wheni'mgone + October 2008 + November 2008 + December 2008 + January 2009 + February 2009 + March 2009 + April 2009 takeabow An accidentality production Inspiration from DancingSheep & BONBON:D		theventingmachine